Sophomore year is not fun

These are the things on my mind right now:

Lack of Money
Yeah, this is a broken record for many people. Damned medical bills. I have a few things that can help me alleaviate this problem. Like not go out until like mid march.

Academics:
oh dear. this is the hardest part to write about. I'm, I feel, drowning. But this is the way it goes in college and I've chosen a hard major.
Everytime I think that I'm on top of things, I find out that I am not. I'm taking measures to change this. I'm not going to be a returning RA because it takes up too much time, I'm re-assessing Medical school and thinking about getting my masters, I'm doing more hard core individual studying and doing things that work for me.

I get to see my parents this weekend! It's been at least three weeks since I've seen the inside of my house. I'm finding ways to have fun with my friends that don't involve spending money because I sure as hell can't go out every weekend to eat sushi.

I'm quitting starbucks'. Instead I go swimming on the weekends with my friends and go to the gym with Kat in the morning
I'm organizing more Movie Nights with the "crew". Instead of going out, I'm holding sleepovers.

Daniel returns in 135 days time and I'm all right. I cried last night when I thought about what it will feel like to have him back and smell his Brazilian goodness. I'm also PMSing but I don't deny that I have emotions.

I'm so happy that daniel found time to talk to me online on SKYPE because there's nothing like hearing his voice. I was sad to hear he was sick.

How am I overall? Stable. I'm on track with studying for physics. I'm proud of that. I won't deny that I'm nervous as hell because I hate that subject and it's gonna be hard. But there's only so much that I can do. What I really want to think about is this summer: what will I do to spend my time? How will I make the most money possible for the impending junior year?

Lots of think about, all the time. I must go and continue being a good girl and study for my Friday's exam.